Post by Lily on Aug 25, 2005 22:42:15 GMT -5
Suicide Note
God, I hate this life
Sometimes I wish I could just end it all
I wish it could change
Life wouldn't be so strange, wouldn't hurt so much
The pain would be gone
And it would all be okay before long
I look into my past
The happiness never lasts
Something has to go wrong
But nothing lasts too long
Forever and never
Could they be just the same?
Life holds no chance left for me
So dance my last dance
Scream my last scream
Sing my last note
Oportunity sails away in a little white boat
In fairy tales time, holding golden true love
But I know it only happens in the movies
You'll see
But I have to go...
Have to end this song...
To end me...
I'm living now, but not for long...
This one was written a long time ago in 6th grade when I had no friends and I felt like the world would just go on as usual without me, but I learned otherwise in my sophomore year. That's when I met the first person whom understood what it was like to be on the outside looking in. She saved me from, well, myself and showed me what it was like to be loved. If I'd've gone through with it, with leaving this Suicide Note, then I would have never lived and learned what I have with me in my heart now. If any of you have these thoughts, talk to someone. It's so not worth it to use such a long-term solution for a short-term problem. And you will hurt the people who love you, even if it looks like there's no one. There's always someone. So just don't do it.
God, I hate this life
Sometimes I wish I could just end it all
I wish it could change
Life wouldn't be so strange, wouldn't hurt so much
The pain would be gone
And it would all be okay before long
I look into my past
The happiness never lasts
Something has to go wrong
But nothing lasts too long
Forever and never
Could they be just the same?
Life holds no chance left for me
So dance my last dance
Scream my last scream
Sing my last note
Oportunity sails away in a little white boat
In fairy tales time, holding golden true love
But I know it only happens in the movies
You'll see
But I have to go...
Have to end this song...
To end me...
I'm living now, but not for long...
This one was written a long time ago in 6th grade when I had no friends and I felt like the world would just go on as usual without me, but I learned otherwise in my sophomore year. That's when I met the first person whom understood what it was like to be on the outside looking in. She saved me from, well, myself and showed me what it was like to be loved. If I'd've gone through with it, with leaving this Suicide Note, then I would have never lived and learned what I have with me in my heart now. If any of you have these thoughts, talk to someone. It's so not worth it to use such a long-term solution for a short-term problem. And you will hurt the people who love you, even if it looks like there's no one. There's always someone. So just don't do it.
