Post by Lily on Feb 15, 2006 23:18:23 GMT -5
Okay, a warning; I wasn't cutting, suicidal or even remotely depressed when I wrote this... Hope you guys like it! It totally came out of no where! lol
Monday, My Last Goodbye
Monday, you win
I give up
I give in.
Too much pressure,
Too much swelling
And the pain is too strong.
Nothing I can do
So I just go along
With whatever’s going on.
It all seems so together
But somehow so wrong
And I can’t see
Through these smoky mirrors
Around my eyes.
And I wish one tear
Would be our last goodbyes.
And why’s it so hard
When it shouldn’t be?
When this is too much
Even between you and me
So much distance,
And so much time.
Mondays suck so much
That it makes me rhyme.
Sometimes it’s too hard.
Sometimes it’s too much.
All by myself,
All of my life and such.
Sometimes our last goodbyes
Lead us to things we don’t know,
And we’re scared.
So I don’t jump, and we won’t go.
You do something crazy,
And you regret it somehow.
You say something crazy,
Not so loud.
Spend so much time floating in the wind
And your last goodbye’s not good enough
So you’re cast away and you sinned
No one around you and you’re all alone
A ghost in the night
Never be touched again,
Except by mortal fright.
So sad and lonely.
I feel, sometimes,
Like I’m my only.
All by myself.
Here I am solely.
So say goodbye to my friends.
Tell my mother it’s not her fault;
Things untie, you find split ends,
And now I’m undone, I’m untwined.
With the crimson ribbons
Around my arms, dripping fingers.
I’m just dying here
And the scent of me lingers.
Watching my ribbons fall
From my life.
It makes you think; ‘That was all
I ever was?’
Just some crimson ribbon
On the package of me life
Waiting to be opened
But left a lie
And as the blood runs down my skin
I try to remember the times
When I wasn’t drowning within.
Now, I say my last goodbyes.
And all I have left is a corpse,
Not alive and not dead,
Not moving or anything,
And nothing in my head.
My vision is going black.
My last thought is, ‘I’m sorry,
I’m so sorry’, as I fall back
Into my dark comfort.
And now, now I wonder why
This stupid day, this Monday
Had to be my last goodbye.
Monday, My Last Goodbye
Monday, you win
I give up
I give in.
Too much pressure,
Too much swelling
And the pain is too strong.
Nothing I can do
So I just go along
With whatever’s going on.
It all seems so together
But somehow so wrong
And I can’t see
Through these smoky mirrors
Around my eyes.
And I wish one tear
Would be our last goodbyes.
And why’s it so hard
When it shouldn’t be?
When this is too much
Even between you and me
So much distance,
And so much time.
Mondays suck so much
That it makes me rhyme.
Sometimes it’s too hard.
Sometimes it’s too much.
All by myself,
All of my life and such.
Sometimes our last goodbyes
Lead us to things we don’t know,
And we’re scared.
So I don’t jump, and we won’t go.
You do something crazy,
And you regret it somehow.
You say something crazy,
Not so loud.
Spend so much time floating in the wind
And your last goodbye’s not good enough
So you’re cast away and you sinned
No one around you and you’re all alone
A ghost in the night
Never be touched again,
Except by mortal fright.
So sad and lonely.
I feel, sometimes,
Like I’m my only.
All by myself.
Here I am solely.
So say goodbye to my friends.
Tell my mother it’s not her fault;
Things untie, you find split ends,
And now I’m undone, I’m untwined.
With the crimson ribbons
Around my arms, dripping fingers.
I’m just dying here
And the scent of me lingers.
Watching my ribbons fall
From my life.
It makes you think; ‘That was all
I ever was?’
Just some crimson ribbon
On the package of me life
Waiting to be opened
But left a lie
And as the blood runs down my skin
I try to remember the times
When I wasn’t drowning within.
Now, I say my last goodbyes.
And all I have left is a corpse,
Not alive and not dead,
Not moving or anything,
And nothing in my head.
My vision is going black.
My last thought is, ‘I’m sorry,
I’m so sorry’, as I fall back
Into my dark comfort.
And now, now I wonder why
This stupid day, this Monday
Had to be my last goodbye.
