Post by Lily on Aug 28, 2005 22:55:21 GMT -5
Not Your Porcelin Doll
I'm not crying because of what you think I'm sorry for
Because I'm not sorry anymore
Don't you say I'm lying because you don't believe my words
My heart drops to the floor
Now I'm not dying to break out anymore
Because I am me
I've gone to my extremems and I won't prove myself anymore
It's either you love me or you don't
It's either you will this time or you won't, you don't
You left me behind
And that's your fault, it's not mine
So don't you blame it all on me
That I don't call, yeah, you see
It's not all, all on my half
----------
You gotta show some respect, gotta show some love too
'Cuz it's not all on me
Half of it's on you
----------
I know you wanna love still
And I do too, but you can't go blame it all on one
And then say you're just done
Life don't work that way. It's the price we people have to pay
I'm not your porcelin doll
I'll never fit into the mold for the girl your thoughts hold
I'm bold and out there
I'm triangular and curcular all at once, but I ain't square
You'll see I'm different
I'm not the right print
One size don't fit all
And I'd rather you not say it did
I won't let you stop me
From being me
Because that's all I can be
All I'll let me be.
This one is for the feelings and angst I have towards and with my father... Him and I don't see eye to eye... As you can see...
I'm not crying because of what you think I'm sorry for
Because I'm not sorry anymore
Don't you say I'm lying because you don't believe my words
My heart drops to the floor
Now I'm not dying to break out anymore
Because I am me
I've gone to my extremems and I won't prove myself anymore
It's either you love me or you don't
It's either you will this time or you won't, you don't
You left me behind
And that's your fault, it's not mine
So don't you blame it all on me
That I don't call, yeah, you see
It's not all, all on my half
----------
You gotta show some respect, gotta show some love too
'Cuz it's not all on me
Half of it's on you
----------
I know you wanna love still
And I do too, but you can't go blame it all on one
And then say you're just done
Life don't work that way. It's the price we people have to pay
I'm not your porcelin doll
I'll never fit into the mold for the girl your thoughts hold
I'm bold and out there
I'm triangular and curcular all at once, but I ain't square
You'll see I'm different
I'm not the right print
One size don't fit all
And I'd rather you not say it did
I won't let you stop me
From being me
Because that's all I can be
All I'll let me be.
This one is for the feelings and angst I have towards and with my father... Him and I don't see eye to eye... As you can see...
