The little one, right?

[Peanut]

I slept 5 hours overnight cos I was thinking of this.
Makes me bitter.




Every reunion, funeral or birthday it is:
"Do you renember me? I renember you, gosh you were so little that you were like a butter."
I....I mutter.
They laugh amused and a bit cruelly at me.
They might think this is interesting amusing even, being born 3 and a half months before time, in July instead of November...
but you are not supposed to rub it in ones face.
And they look at you glasses and braces, thinking unplesant thoughts, this is why I love those who love me for who I am not the ones who pity me. and they come at you like savangers sniffing at the prey, and they say:
Hello I am your aunt Agnes, you are the little one, right?
And I wanna scream: Leave me ALONE!! i am not a freaking animal in a zoo! Stop staring at me and wispering behind my back.

[Lily]

I love you for who you are! *hugs*
And I think you write with more emotion when you're angry, I liked this one, but I'm sorry you feel like that *hugs again*

[Peanut]

*hugs back*
thank you, I like that comliment...
I have felt this way forever.
i love you for who you are too!

[Lily]

I have just one comment to make on this; if you don't want to be known as "the little one" then let people know. Get LOUD and tell them you're more than what they see on your face. I know, personally, I would respect someone who said that to me. And I know it works, I've done it. Give it a try!

[Cammie]

hey hon...
I love you for you, as well, and I know about being the 'little one' and about being brn too early, being born a month early myself. For me it's always been like this:
"Hey Dad, can I stay with Camilla today?" - one of my friends
"Who's that?" - her dad
"That blonde small one!" - friend.

so yeah...

All my love,
Cammie

[Lily]

Hey, but being small isn't bad... You know I've had quite a few short people kick my ass... and/or playfully threaten me *makes a note not to look at Cammie* ;D

[Peanut]

Ah, *lol*
I am not short I am 1.63
they are reafrearing to when I was little..
Thanks ;D

All my love, forever

Lise xx

[Lily]

Yeah... I don't know how tall that is... lol...

[Peanut]

5´5 cirka...

[Cammie]

oh I see... lol

Lily: And guess what! I can kick your ass too! yay! lol

[Lily]

Lise: Hehe! You're taller than Cams, but not me ;D

Cammie: If I recall correctly... I kicked your ass with the pillow fighting, yes? ;D

[Peanut]

*gets imange in head of Cammie and Lily in a pillowfight..* ;D

[Lily]

Now imagine;
Cammie's pillow is shaped like a giant Tootsie Roll.
And mine is shaped like a giant Tootsie Pop.
Now let the games begin! ^.^
(And remember; I kick her ass in the end ^.^)

[Peanut]

I have no idea, what a tootsie is..

[Lily]

I'll send you a picture of the things Cammie and I were beting eachother with tomorrow...