Post by Lily on Aug 22, 2005 11:51:40 GMT -5
God, the first thing Cammie's going to think when she sees this one is, "OMFG!! ADMM!!" If you don't already know what ADMM means I've banned you from the site ^.^ And if you don't know and I don't know that you don't know; I have one word of advice; HIDE!! and/or RUN!!
This was for me trying to tell someone how I felt about him when I just couldn't do it. And I never got around to showing him this and... I no longer need to... Because now he's like a brother to me and it all now seems kinda creepy that I had a... 'crush' on him... *shudder*
I Will Not Cry
Why do I think of you
When I’m sad
When I’m feeling blue?
You make me feel okay
When I see you everyday
You give me life
For me that should suffice
Fire, smoke, water and ice
All ways to die
All reasons to cry
I will not let a tear spill from my eye
Not my left,
Not my right
Not from my eyes
When you are here
I will not cry
I refuse to die
I cannot lie
Especially to you
My dear
You know not what you do to me
For some reason
Only others can see
They see
What you do not
Or is it, what you cannot?
Look into my dry eyes
And cause my tears
I will not let them fall
Not now,
Not ever,
Not at all.
You will try and make me
Make me open up
I will not
I will not cry
I refuse to die
I cannot lie
Not to you
I cannot
Why?
Why you do this to me
You and I, both, will never see
You cannot see what you do to me
I see it
Everyone else seems to know
Why and where this sure wind blows
They can see the colors
When we are blind to them
But now I see
I see the colors
I see the one color
I see the color in your eyes
I see the blue
I see you
Then I was blind
But now the light shows through
Somehow I see you
I don’t understand this
This…this…thing
This life
In front of my eyes
But somehow I am blind
I am blinded
By you
I will not cry
When I see the light
I refuse to die
If I am challenged
I cannot lie
When you ask me
I’ve fallen hard
I’ve fallen in love
My dearest,
I am in love with you
Lend me a hand
Help me from my fall if you can
For;
I will not cry
I refuse to die
I cannot lie
But I will accept help
From only one
And I have chosen you
Should you choose to accept
Will be a whole other adventure awaiting us,
My love.
And adventure in which I cannot yet fathom.
This was for me trying to tell someone how I felt about him when I just couldn't do it. And I never got around to showing him this and... I no longer need to... Because now he's like a brother to me and it all now seems kinda creepy that I had a... 'crush' on him... *shudder*
I Will Not Cry
Why do I think of you
When I’m sad
When I’m feeling blue?
You make me feel okay
When I see you everyday
You give me life
For me that should suffice
Fire, smoke, water and ice
All ways to die
All reasons to cry
I will not let a tear spill from my eye
Not my left,
Not my right
Not from my eyes
When you are here
I will not cry
I refuse to die
I cannot lie
Especially to you
My dear
You know not what you do to me
For some reason
Only others can see
They see
What you do not
Or is it, what you cannot?
Look into my dry eyes
And cause my tears
I will not let them fall
Not now,
Not ever,
Not at all.
You will try and make me
Make me open up
I will not
I will not cry
I refuse to die
I cannot lie
Not to you
I cannot
Why?
Why you do this to me
You and I, both, will never see
You cannot see what you do to me
I see it
Everyone else seems to know
Why and where this sure wind blows
They can see the colors
When we are blind to them
But now I see
I see the colors
I see the one color
I see the color in your eyes
I see the blue
I see you
Then I was blind
But now the light shows through
Somehow I see you
I don’t understand this
This…this…thing
This life
In front of my eyes
But somehow I am blind
I am blinded
By you
I will not cry
When I see the light
I refuse to die
If I am challenged
I cannot lie
When you ask me
I’ve fallen hard
I’ve fallen in love
My dearest,
I am in love with you
Lend me a hand
Help me from my fall if you can
For;
I will not cry
I refuse to die
I cannot lie
But I will accept help
From only one
And I have chosen you
Should you choose to accept
Will be a whole other adventure awaiting us,
My love.
And adventure in which I cannot yet fathom.